My first crush @sur-riti (Your First Crush - First Contest By India Speaks)

Greetings to all respected steam members, I joined this platform in July 2022, but due to lack of information, I did not post for 5 months, now my achievement 1 is verified, and I want to move forward. , That's why this is my first entry dedicated to respected @monz122 and @dove11. I hope that I will get everyone's cooperation.

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Life is full of strange occurrences. When I saw this topic of competition, a flash of nostalgia flashed in my heart. I remembered a time between my childhood and youth, when I would probably not even be 16 years old.

My father was a big government officer and he used to get transferred, in those days my father's posting was in such a district where the means of entertainment were negligible. So my father and his other companions used to visit each other's house with family for entertainment and sometimes a family would stay at a friend's or colleague's house for 2-3 days in search of fun in between their busy schedule used to go.

One or the other friend of father's used to come to our house with his family and we used to have fun together. The women used to cook different types of delicious dishes and then everyone used to eat together. Then after that sometimes used to play card game, sometimes carom, sometimes chess and sometimes outdoor game badminton.

At the time, a much younger colleague of my father's had just got married, and he and his new wife came to our house for two days. His wife's age was also not more than 18-19 years and she was very beautiful and bubbly. In those days, I did not know anything about love, but seeing the beauty and flirtatiousness of my father's colleague's wife, my immature young mind started having a very strange effect, my mind started tickling, I felt very happy seeing her. Strange Feelings started happening in my heart.

Because she was newly married, therefore her mind was also not entertaining with the middle-aged people there, so she was playing and enjoying with all of us children. We caught butterflies with him for a long time, plucked unripe fruits from trees, ran in the drains of tube well water, plucked tomatoes from the fields and ate them.

When we were enjoying the game, she accidentally touched me once or twice, then my body get tingling, I had never experienced this before. Perhaps this was the effect of the process of a child to becoming young, in which new types of hormones start to be produced, and their effect falls on the whole body and mind as well.

My father's friend's wife had no any feelings of love and affection for me, she was behaving only childishly, but after she left our house, my mind used to yearn for her. The memories of her flirtatious antics, her touch used to make me restless. After she left us , I didn't feel like doing any work for many days, I didn't even feel like reading, I couldn't sleep.

Maybe she was the first crush of my life while I don’t love her or she don’t love to me.