The Diary Post ✍ Peaceful Day | 14.03.23

Hello my dear diary 🌟

I've been feeling much more mature lately. Maybe I'm feeling this way psychologically because I'm getting closer to entering my new age. The events of the last 3 years may even have pushed me to mature. Especially after corona, I understood some things better. I know that I will not stay in the world forever, and I will migrate when the time comes. That's why I decided not to spend the rest of my time burdening myself with unnecessary things.

One night a few months ago, I suddenly decided that I needed to change. Maybe this will be a year when I will stand behind my decisions at my new age. Considering all that has happened, I think I should definitely do this. I know I've wasted so many years on things that aren't really worth it. As sad as I am about that, I can't turn back time anymore. Now is the time to look ahead and to the future.

I thought about this again while having breakfast today. I woke up at noon because I went to bed late last night. That's exactly the other thing I need to change. You need to get into the habit of going to bed early and getting up early.

After breakfast, I ran to nature as usual to throw off my negative feelings and thoughts. In such situations, the only thing that calms and refreshes me is to be in the calm and peaceful nature. I took my tea thermos and set off.

I went to my favorite corner. Luckily it was very quiet here as it was a weekday. It is a little difficult for me to find this calmness in the summer. I still love being here. Especially the sound of running water and the chirping of birds take away all the negative thoughts dancing in my mind.

I sat here alone for two hours in silence. I say quiet, but my mind was not quiet. I made my dreams come true in my mind. I also believe that one day they will become reality. 🌟

I saw this tree on the way home and immediately took a picture of it. I love trees and I always take pictures of them and keep them in my phone. I see trees just like people. Sometimes I compare myself to a tree that I see in them. Just like with this tree... Alone and alone, it's just waiting to sprout again. One day, of course, it will sprout, just waiting for its time to come. Just like me. 🌟

Having calmed my mind, I started working as soon as I got home. At a time when I was looking for a change for myself, I said why not learn a new language. That's why I chose Korean and started my studies. I tried to keep my memory fresh by repeating the topics I studied today. Yes, learning a new language is difficult. I want to achieve something, even if it is difficult. Of course, I can't speak like a native, but at least I want to learn enough to express myself.

^{Guess where am I?}

I felt hungry while working, but I was too lazy to prepare food. The fresh forest air calmed me a bit. I can even say that he fell asleep for a while. I did get some snacks though. While I was eating something in the kitchen, the little mischief of the house was not standing still. I feel very lucky to have my cats. They always give me joy.

After I ate my meal, I spent some time watching TV series. I'm happy to have the day to myself. Sometimes all we need is to stop and get some rest. Even listen to yourself if you can. In this way, you will have a healthier and more peaceful mind.

The series just ended and I lay down on my couch, pick up the phone, and write down what I'm feeling today. While I was typing, my other cat curled up next to me and slept. He is 9 years old and he goes with me wherever I go. We have a strong bond. Who knows what other naughty room is she busy messing up 🥰

By the way, because my laptop is broken, I have to write from the phone and it is very difficult to write from the phone. It might actually be easy, but I'm having a little trouble with my chubby fingers ☺ I'll have to get my laptop repaired in the future. I will end my article here by making a note to myself. After a quiet and peaceful day, I hope I will have a deep and trouble-free sleep tonight.

See you in the next beautiful moments❤

-love.