I am happy to hear that you have a loving and understandable partner who make sure that you are always happy.
You are happily married and blessed with good kids and i pray that God continue to strengthen your love and also giving you a happy home Amen 🙏.

Life is full of ups and downs and we have akk experience it and it has only make us become better.
Death is one of your fears and also the fears of everyone out there because no one wants to die young.
With your explanation above you are indeed the source of your strength 💪 which is very good.

Once you stop getting irritated and work on your grudge you will become a better person, I advise that you should learn to let go as what will be will be.

I wish you success in this challenge my friend 🤝 do have a nice day 🤗