We all grew up in families so our first love is family. It is a great wish that you want to see everyone in your family healthy. You want to be financially prosperous and want to own a car. All of us are afraid of any loss of family or loved ones. You are afraid of cockroaches ha ha ha. If you are positive it will lead you towards success I believe in your honest hard work. As human beings we all are emotional but emotions have to be controlled to move forward. Best wishes to you.