During my graduation ceremony I was awarded the best international graduating student of the year. I can still remember the clapping and cheers that was in the auditorium when I was called on stage as the best international student.

Congratulations to you dear. I believe that you are very intelligent and God is with you. Your hard work to pass your course is an encouragement to me. It has helped me to understand that I should not give up on whatever thing am doing.

Seriously, crying can't bring back the dead just like you said. But only God has the straight to do so. Sorry about the death of your parents.