There will always be times like this where we reflect, isn't it? Don't get stressed over this. Nurture your health is most important. Follow your heart. If you feel better to stop or leave, just do it. Don't feel obligated to be here. So many has chosen to just leave and drop everything. It sometimes makes me wonder too, why should we care then, if you guys, can just leave? Even those who joins our contests, I don't think there is a community. It is for self earning and that's it. It goes back to what our goals are for being here I guess. But it will be sad if you stop or leave.