I am not sure if I feel that pain of my childhood but if you scroll through my posts you might find content I wrote a very small part about it.
Whatever we experiemce in life is part of us. Letting go would mean I ignore the lessons, the warnings and I would sit at the coffee table with my mother (no way that would ever happen).

What is left is to accept or better find a way to make it part of you.
I never asked to be born and that's what I told my mother as well. I left and will never return. If we were strangers we would never be friends is what I told her and I no longer (since I turned 19) invest time in people giving me stress. I rather be alone.

I wish you strength but mosr of all a peaceful environment and true love.
Pamper yourself if no one else does.

🤗🍀♥️