[일상] 남편없이 살아남기 (6 Photos)
이제부터, 나의 일상을 여기에 포스팅하고 싶어요.
Try to enjoy everyday with smile 🙂
Since my husband had to stay in hospital for a while, I have tried to do survive as a single mum. Yes, very hard honestly. Absolutely difficult to stay calm and strong. Even if you have to go to work, you have to get up extra early and have to do keep house neat and then get ready to go work. Once I tried to leave the house just whatever status, which means just life is not easy now so leave it as it goes. Then found what a crazy mess around home and have to deal with all at once eventually. Especially when it rained, all you can do is just holding all the laundry until the weather is fine and sunny. That happened to me and after almost a week, finally the sun gave the poor single mum bright sunlight day for drying all the laundry perfectly.
Here my break time
🚗 Drove to my tutoring 🚗
Stopped by a cafe, GET A NICE COFFEE ☕
Just tiny coffee place at the corner of the building
Even though it only 20 minutes before going to tutoring, just refreshing time for myself from everything. Only for me to meditate and think about what I have to do after this and when I get home what I can do prepare for tomorrow. Just organizing time. Yes, as a mum, there are so many things to care extra like check if I have to do laundry if I make it home earlier and think how much laundry there is in the basket. Or in the fridge if there is enough food for baby tomorrow. How many diapers are in his drawer and if I need to order extra more. What about his formula? Is it enough till this month? Just randomly popping up and have to write down a bit then later just have to deal with.
A street cat was resting on a freshly parked car
I can't remember what I have done good when the husband was not home. Just do what I have to do and try to do my best as a working mum. It can't be perfect but I can say I tried really hard at least. I know I am not that great mum but tried every second. Anyway now he got back to home sweet home (hopefully) and somehow can't leave the feeling when I imagined what if I didn't have a husband like him. It must be super hard and every day is truly torturing to survive. I am quite happy to have him and little version of him.