Now my ideology is starting to waver || poetry created by @udinpujangga

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What's with all this!
Why with me!
Am I too wrong right now?
Am I too weak?
Try to explain!
My indecision makes my mind doubt this ideology.

The soul that was once the hashtag of resistance must now fall asleep in darkness.
A heart that was once steadfast in its stance must now be confused about a decision.
Where should I go?
continue Or do you have to be silent to lament.
Walking not knowing direction, Stepping knowing for sure
Now all I know
Fertilizer that is stocked
Just to take the fruit,
I have been raised
It turned out for their benefit only.

Now I think,
My ideology has wavered,
Then I will leave everything.

• Special thanks to @dobartim
• Original poetry from @udinpujangga
• Greetings of success @udinpujangga