Intervention of Irresponsible Parties [My Life and Steem Story]

Maybe I've told a story, yes about the story of Steem and my life. In fact I often tell it, as if I was repeating my diary. The days I have passed even counting 4 years I have wrestled in this Sea of ​​Steem, I have passed various life obstacles and lessons from Steem itself.

Fighting is indeed too difficult, but fighting for something worth living is certainly more difficult than we imagine. I once struggled alone but there was no significant selling point, then I thought of another way to live a decent life. At that time I was looking for a shady place, a place to try my luck and a place to motivate myself.

Maybe I'm one of those late to appreciate time, maybe I'm too blind to information. I am sometimes aware of the shortcomings that are still so big in my life, this is also one of the factors that often prevent me from moving faster. I have determination but I don't have enough energy and I still need a lot of materials to form the foundation for the future.

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I'm not demeaning myself and I don't even intend to touch anyone's heart. I just looked in the mirror and wanted to ask myself, what exactly am I looking for? viability or future happiness? Again I have to introspect again to determine the direction and goals in my future. So therefore I also need to go on a life journey and I have to look for gaps in going through life's problems.

I once struggled to almost find the worth of life, but at that time there was no meaningful support. There is no support from parties who have the authority to support me so that the feasibility of living is temporary. Not only me, maybe some of the people who were with me also felt the same way. The individual support that gave us a little bit of privilege at that time has changed the viability of living for us a bit.

Even I don't really enjoy that happiness, I'm still thinking about how to fight for the future. It's as if I was above and fell to the bottom of the stairs, now I'm nothing. I don't have much energy to talk and much less to act. If the voice to argue is not worth it, then how can I do so much action.

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Do I have to go back in time to change it? Do I have to go back from scratch to fix everything? This is a valuable lesson for anyone who is starting it, there will be clues and traces left by predecessors who have repeatedly failed in trying to find worth in their lives. The more failures that occur in your life, the more insight you will think, This is the story of Steem and my life.

Now I'm still looking for a gap, sometimes I go through it with many obstacles. In my solitude I have struggled to get past the ridicule of many people. sometimes people support me and sometimes people also put me down. At first I was helpless, people around me looked down on me so I had the desire to prove it to them. I'm not the best but so far I've done the best I can to the best of my ability.

Now I have no place to lean on, I only think about how to find a gap to reach the happiness of life. Slowly I began to walk on my own feet and I tried to invite other people who are working hard to fight together. We were born from different families and have united perceptions for one goal in the future.

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But it seemed like it didn't last long, we were just about to start it when many people looked at me without me realizing it. Now I realize that I only have determination and high fighting spirit, but it's a shame I don't have enough energy to embrace those great warriors. Maybe I can't convince them to pay for their hard work. Now that I understand more about this situation, I have to let it go.

When a big offer from certain parties is offered, how can people refuse it. maybe I'm just interested in the offer, it feels like I want to join immediately and leave the hard work that is not so guarantee. But when I thought about it more than twice, I wasn't too fragile to accept the offer. I still have the desire to work hard and stand on my own two feet. I still have bigger goals in the future, I have to complete the vision and mission that I have planned for a long time.