It's okay to be lazy for Oneday - Monday Thoughts

Well, Monday is all about work and no more relaxing day. Only a few can relax those who actually do freelancing work or a student who don't have any classes. But I guess everyone remains busy somehow at a certain point on Monday.

I was not ready to do any work, my dad always ask what you do every day, why you remain busy? I can't answer and I don't have an answer. The entire conversation between me and my dad reminds me of generation gap and mentality difference. I respect him, I know he is old and sometimes become a child, I know he needs us but somehow everything has changed a lot...

I know he knows better than me, he is experienced, I learn from him and I just try to improvised his thoughts. He cares about me I know but because of generation gap, we always argue. Somehow as a government officer, he is too attached to his job and stability. I mean his career, job life is completely different than mine. If you are government service holder, you probably aware of how government jobs work. But whatever he did, he did for us, for his family. He worked hard, he gave his 40 years to the government just to make his family happy and secure...

I am little bit upset today thinking about my life... In the last few years my life has changed drastically, I mean a lot of things has changed. My life at home and my life here is completely different, I never cooked food when I was at home. My mom used to do it and after her death, my maid does it. I rarely walked around, we have a car so wherever I needed to go I have used the car. My dad gave us all the comfort, all things... So, you can see how dependent I was on my dad...

A few days ago I had an argument with someone, someone very close to me. The entire conversation made me realized that the individual doesn't know anything about me or intentionally avoiding the facts. I really don't like arrogant overwhelming attitude and somehow I feel I am responsible for this, I gave that individual a chance to give such an opinion about me...

So many thoughts, so many opinions are in my head and now the overall summary is I need a lazy day. I am surrounded by too many thoughts and I think somehow I am responsible for this situation as mentioned. I should have controlled the facts before...

I appreciate everything, I am grateful for my life, I am grateful for everything honestly speaking. But sometimes such thoughts make me lazy...

Or I just need a day to be lazier...

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Priyan

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