Wow, that must have been really tough. When you got admitted to the university in 2018, you were probably excited about the new chapter in your life. You studied hard and prepared for your first semester exams just like everyone else. But when the results came out, they weren't what you had hoped for. It's completely understandable to feel angry and disappointed in that situation. It can be really frustrating when you put in so much effort and see others who didn't work as hard achieve better results. Remember, everyone's journey is different, and sometimes things don't go as planned. It's important to not be too hard on yourself and to keep pushing forward. You have had the opportunity to learn from this experience and improve in the future. I know the setback didn't define you. Keep working hard and remember that success is a journey with ups and downs. You've got this. Wishing you all the best