I am sad😢

I am sad😢

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I have seen that part of life that speaks nothing but hopelessness to your ears.
I have tasted that ingredient that makes me never wanna care

I've done things that makes me have no fear

But I wanna learn, I wanna come back to my senses so I can be clean

I may look okay on the outside, but on the inside, it's something I can't say.

I'm afraid I might not reach my destination in life, I'm afraid that someday I might never be fine

If you see me around you today, please give me a hug.
Hold me tight and sing me a song.

I cry and and feel bad all nights.
Oh God!!! Show me the day I will finally smile.

In that ocean of sorrow that's where I reside, in that river of sadness, that's where I hide.
My tears just fall heavily like the pouring rain, and all left in me is pain

Life itself has rested a heavy hand on me, and I'm left a struggling land.

I have a heavy burden that is hard to bear, and my heart weighs despair.

I thought people's joy comes with a lovely price, but no, I paid mine with sacrifice.

But I keep pushing day by day, in a very sad and lonely way. And I hope that someday somehow, I will be liberated from this darkened cloud.

Before then, make I still get hope, believing that there's something to hold.
And I know someday I will truly see the light, that will make my sadness take a flight...... OUT of my LIFE!!!

Thank you all