A long time ago I realized that we can't write everything in the same mood, because it varies. If we only write when we feel good, then there will be many empty spaces.
Many of the best texts come out in an uncomfortable emotional state, because they are usually full of sincerity, which is something that connects a lot with the reader.

The best decision is the one you have made, to perceive things as they are. :-)

The concept she (Olga) expresses is very clear, and subjective at the same time. The image produced is fine, but I would have imagined it looking not so close to the screen, and not looking up. But a little further away, almost in profile, bent over, kneeling, with her face tilted downward. The concept is someone who feels betrayed, and that's like something that has been broken ... But I understand that she asked for a close-up. Then it's okay :-)