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I was like a moving truck, started school at an early age had a fast start until life bumped me off the road. I lost 4 years of study in college in the blink of an eye(I can't really go into details).
While my friends were getting in and out of relationship, I waited for that one person who would truly understand me and love me the way I want to be loved. Then I met this beautiful man, you know that moment you know that this person is who God made for you. Life puts oceans between us.
Then there was the health issues, but God came through for me.
Then the Job I had my eye on hoping that soon as I graduated I'll cop it. That didn't happen either as things turned sour.
Then there are your parents who has worked all there lives to give you the best, you've hoped to give them the absolute best in return for their hardwork yet you're nowhere close.

I cried, wailed, cussed , talked to God.It the most horrible thing ever, that happened to me.
Writing it down like this, doesn't even do justice to it.
Having to start afresh is not something I thought I could do or wish on anyone. Sometimes I sat on my bed and wanted to make it all stop. I was in denial, hurt,broken.
Opening your heart to someone new, starting your life afresh was not something I ever thought would happen to me.
I find consolation in time and most importantly God, I still have time to get it all right . If I can start all over you can.

It would be fine

If there's anything Life has thought me is that;

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"To love is to risk it all, otherwise you're just an inert chunk of randomly assembled molecules drifting wherever the universe blows you".-Rick

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We make plans, sometimes it works out, sometimes it doesn't that doesn't mean that we have reached the end of the road.

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The things we believe, the limits, the lines we draw doesn't hold water to our potentials.

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Whatever it is,take it to God in prayer. It might take a while but he never foresake.

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Delay is not denial.

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Be around people that appreciate you, people that value you, so when you're down you can find solace in them.

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I thought of doing the craziest things, give yourself time to heal from your wound. Don't rush the process.

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'Fear' is powerful . However, don't let it win.

I'm not there yet.But so far, I would say I'm doing a very good job. I overcame, so can you. Be courageous.

I'm inviting my friends @rexxalo @samsteem1000 @whitestallion

Special thanks to @steemingcuration for giving me the platform to share.