Abstract painting

This is an abstract painting of an old sad woman that has a message of how this world gets harder as we age. It is an abstract painting so it doesn't have to mean that, from your point of view this painting could be a landscape painting and that is the beauty of it.
This masterpiece was painted by picasso himself... I am just kidding it was painted by me and I can tell you that I spent 9 hours just putting paint on paper trying a lot of different combinations until I ended with something that I liked and here it is. This is the result of my first painting, I wish I did it on canvas but I didn't have finances for that. Anyway thank you for reading, I hope you liked it and let me know in the comments what are your thoughts on this, what meaning would you give this painting and what can you see.

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