"Do you love me?"

He came home on 7th of last May without knowing that he has to work from home for next few months. When we got into know that he doesn't have to go for work due to Covid 19 pandemic, I was the happiest on this earth.

That few months flew away with many happennings which we had to face together. Sad times were easy to forget since he was with me all the time. I could learn many things from him. Cooking, photography, editing, gardenning.. We were working on a big pond which is still not completed.

He always was the kind of friend who can listen, understand and help. But whenever I ask him "Do you love me?" He says "No".

Last year on 1st of October I became his Mrs. with a love story which is long back to 11 years. Yes, It all started in school. So it is our Engagement anniversary tommorrow. We are planning to make something special tommorrow. I will share it with you later.

However, I can't look at him from yesterday because my eyes get teary. He is going to leave for work next week. I again have to live in a home where I cannot found him anywhere. He knows I'm crying silenly these days.

I can't imagine how my life would be in coming weeks without him. When I go to eat I will see his plate.. I will see the table where he worked with me. I will have to wait two, three weeks to see him.

I ask him "Do you love me?" atleast once a day..
he says "No"
I smile while crying.

I don't need a "Yes" since I know it.
Happy Anniversary!