We tend to grow and gain independence by the help of the tutorial offered by this steemians, I must say bossj23 is also my motivation,because he has encouraged my growth and I must say he has taught me a lot, the level of exposition to which he exposed me to is great. Just like you now i am fully dependent though still he still remain my boss and i still look upto him. Don't take you eye off your motivation because it the light that guide the path to acheiving the best here.