I DIDN'T KNOW THAT WHAT I HATE ONE DAY WOULD SAVE MY LIFE

---

Have you ever imagined yourself doing something you did not expect to do? Something you never thought you would end up doing because you felt you were not interested in it.

---

Image design with pixellap

---

In fact, did you hate it so much that it irritated you and oppressed you? It was me, and I didn’t know that something I hated so much could save my life one day.

---

---

Since high school, I have been finding love for something other than music. Music was the only thing I connected to, which was the only thing that made me feel high when I was down. it was home to me when I lost all motivation. I just picked up my guitar and played and still dive into the air.

---

Image by Bruno /Germany from Pixabay

---

Unless I love my guitar and take it for granted. I found a love of numbers. I grew to love math and started spending most of my time solving problems. I fell in love and became one of the leading mathematicians (if not more) in my class and in my school.

---

Image by Gerd Altmann from Pixabay

---

My marks in physics, chemistry, and Mathematics were so high that I gained respect from teachers. I was actually seen by my peers and teachers as a bookworm. What’s worse is that I got very low marks in all subjects with a few maths. Subjects that include only reading, subjects such as English, Biology, History and more. I just hated reading and writing

---

I believe you understand now. I despised the English language and hated writing essays; it was a source of stress to my mind. I used to wonder why I had to write and then be able to express myself verbally. To be honest, I was not a man of many words. My English vocabulary is limited, so I know only a few words.

---

My marks in English were below average and sometimes almost average while I excelled in other science-related subjects. They too were written in English but I just enjoyed reading them and understanding them even though they had scientific or engineering names. This is why I studied engineering today.

---

You already know I hate writing, but I found a way to survive on steemit by doing what I hate. The few years I have spent in steemit have influenced the way I look at writing. I have come to realize how important it is and how it can help me. I appreciate it and consider it part of me.

---

Image by StartupStockPhotos from Pixabay

---

I'm not sure what I would have done in life had I not joined Live especially because I hate writing and reading. It was difficult, but steemit helped make the process easier. It has literally saved my life from many problems, for which I am always grateful.

---

Now, I believe I write better than ever because I learned by learning other people's work while trying to learn to make my own. It has given me a platform to express my thoughts, to communicate my feelings, and to share them with friends. I really appreciate this.

---

---