You really had a wonderful year, it good that you've realize your past mistakes so you will be able to work on them. I'll advice you try and strike balance yes there's time for everything, so keep time for God first, family and friends and then books. For example God can come first thing in the morning and last thing in the night, you can always keep at least 1 hour a day to reach out to your friends, it could be through phone calls or chatting and you can meet with them once a week. Then you stay with your family you can actually keep aside at least 2hours a day for them, discussing together playing and sharing your thoughts. And also going out with them during the weekend. Thanks for sharing your story with us. Continue to be active in our community we appreciate you 💕