Cold on the Inside- Ubawuike Johnkennedy
Hi @campusconnect how is your Sunday going? I hope you guys are doing great. I wrote this poem hoping you can relate to it.
https://shirleytwofeathers.com/The_Blog/alternativetherapies/releasing-emotional-turbulence/
Cold on the Inside
It hurts to feel this way but I can't help it.
My brain said no emotions attach, my heart said give it another chance.
I took the risk my heart can't bear no more but it still longs for more, my brain is screaming.
Is this what mental distres feels like,
this emotional turbulence takes me back in time
I hate this feeling I feel forsaken.
I feel like she would be taken but I said to myself she is already mine yet It feels like I am losing my grip.
Maybe it is my insecurities perhaps I am just paranoid like a sick mental patient.
I don't want to stay by the window side staring out, wishing what may never be.
I am totally broken, I am that beautiful broken ceramic plate that can never be fixed
I wish she weren't famous, I hate the fake attention and smiles they will never love you or need you like I do.
They are like dust, they get blown away by the next big thing they don't stay forever.
They won't appreciate your flaws they only want your smiles and beautiful face.
They won't tell you when your wrong cause they love the illusion of perfect.
Damn probably I am just being silly but it is starting all over again.