Good luck to you for participating in this contest. Your words are nice environment you are right there are many people who usually don't want to fight in the life struggle they usually lead a lazy life and then they end up in various stages of misery and they fall into depression. You are a good fighter. You started your new job two months ago and you have taken help from your family. You are right God always controls everything in life good and bad. I wish you all the best for the future.