Wow your told about reincarnation amaze me knowing fulling that your father can have a life long enough to see his great grandchildren but because it's against your religion you stood again it God said that there is a life after death only in heaven just as you have stated but as civilization and some believe that everything is possible here on Earth that is why we dwell in our imagination and make things happen

and is good that you want to be born just as you are in the next life actually you are really beautiful in the present life I know that you will not tread this beauty for anything else. May the almighty Grant and guide those that have his belief at heart. I wish you the best.