Me and My Depression| Club100 |
Hello, good evening and welcome to my blog. I mostly post about cricket blog, but today I would like to make post regarding something else which I faced and true thing. It's depression as it's such bad thing where we always give advice to other, but It's very difficult to follow same paths which we tell others so without delay let start it.
I don't want to explain here what is depression but what feel in that time which I experienced. There are lots of thoughts comes in mind, sadly most of them are of negativity, and It's very difficult to think positive in that time because that time we are in different place. Most time we feel to die, but it's very horrible time which we have already seen with other people too.
I am saying true that many times I also feel depressed and thought to suicide, but I always think about my parents as what's their fault as how they leave and how they take this incident, so I stop to thinking like that, but it's very tough time that not pass very fast. I am glad that I can understand that at what stage I am, but many people not understand and take wrong steps.
Likewise, I heard lots of motivation speech about depression but none of them work when we actually suffer from depression because It's very easy to say do this and that but person who suffering from it only know in what pain they are. I also thought that motivation speech may helpful, but that looks good to listen only because that time we are stable.
We all are different, and thus our reasons are different but most time personal reason where all things are against us which let to think wrong thing and force us to do wrong thing like suicide and honestly at that time most of the people think it's a right option. Most of the people feel it because that time everything against them which never before and unexpected.
I was depressed because even we're doing right, nothing is in our favor. Others are doing wrong, still things are in their favor. Situation around us are against us as well as I am a spiritual person, but It's also not helped me, and thus it also let us think positive in that situation.
I have heard that it's good to share with others but some things which are that kind of serious that we can't share with anyone and as we have seen its results it will keep rounding in our mind that it not let us think else. I told others many times that we can't change the past but yes feature but in depression we always think about past rather than feature because of that situation. They want to be alone and in pain.
In short while we're suffering from depression, negativity is heavy on us which has to overcome, but unfortunately it not allow you to do it as it makes you week from inside. Sometimes It's really hard to find people who in depression because most of the people not like to share their problem or situation with other, so it's better to not blame them as situation like that which not allow think them right. That's it from me for today, and stay tuned for the next post.
My dear friend I was thinking and also missing your presence but today I understand the reason behind your absence. Take care
We all go through bad times in life sometimes. Be patient the bad times will pass very quickly. Good times will come soon. Best wishes for you my friend. Take care.