Returning from the depths of hell

Hello everybody!
First of all i should introduce myself to the community, since i've been disconnected for a long time.

Im a Computer ingeneer from Venezuela, in this place that doesn't mean anything at all... it seems you can't simply get a job in here, unless you give up on your honor, dignity and your beliefs.

So what do i do for a living? Well a lot of things haha but since i've been unemployed for a year and a bit... i have been forced to explore the depths of my soul, trying to invent things from zero trying to get the bread on the table...

Everyday has been a challenge, with all the opposition you find on every step, when you refuse to surrender on your values. Sometimes you make a hit and eat a few days... many other days everything goes wrong and you don't eat or you do but only once...

Living all of this, i've developed an inner strenght i didn't know i was capable of, i thank God for every day i can keep struggling, waiting for a change, living the righteous way im cappable of...

I know things are changing, i don't know if they will change fast enough for me to see a brighter future, but i can't be stuck on that... so i put my armor on and face each day with a smile on my face, waiting for the best but prepared for the worst.

I have learned a lot from all of this, i don't regret any of the choices i have made... sometimes i regret not being smarter, straightforward and more confident in the past, but i learned to accept every test God has for me, because all we come here for is to learn.

Every morning i take my time to deep breath and thanks God for every blessing he brought to my life until today, i hope i can be of any help to everybody here, we can share experiences and knowledge.

Im interested in cooking, agriculture, martial arts, body, mind and soul development, programming, handcraft abilities and any other abilities that can make you a bit more independent and free from the axis of power.

Well thats all for today thank you 😊