I try to see it as giving up of all things outside myself. I can still put energy into what I believe without thinking or caring much what goes on outside of that. It’s hard. The situation in HK really helped me to grow out of it though. When I saw a woman pleading to cops get pepper sprayed it triggered me in every way and i spent the next week recovering my senses and after that I’ve been doing much better at this. It’s all about faith really, not faith in anything in particular, just life in general.

I will go back and listen again. There was one song that would be fun to jam along with!