Anti-Depressants

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“Take two everyday”, the doctor said, “It will make you sleep at night”
Of course it did.
I slept but not like a baby.
I am sure babies don’t have painful sleep.
I rolled on my bed minutes to hours trying to sleep.
It felt like my whole life was flashed before my eyes and those pills were punishing me for my sins.
I was scared, what if I actually die.
I could hear my own thought judging me for being an hypocrite.
Didn’t you try to take your life a day before?

I have died a thousand times before but that night was a different death.
I was alive but couldn’t get out of bed. Hours turned in days that sleep took control over my will but the more I took those pills , the better I got.
Today my smile shines brighter than the sun.
I know the sun will get jealous.
Laugh out loud
My doctor should have put it this way,
“Take two everyday. It will make you smile always”.