poetry 24 # Looking for Answers

What is this self dumbfounded for
For whose sake is this heart crying out
Where else should I look for your shadow...
Until when should I wait

I thought how else can I complain
In my mind only kept asking why you have to be far from me
In silence I search

The longing answer that continues to envelop
Under the hot sun I wait
Your presence, oh coolant
In the shadow of doubt that always dominates

But I will never give up
Even though this body is so tired
A body full of guilt
The body that always loses

When fighting against anger
But I always try to move on
Face all trials even if there is no direction

by.@ustazkarim