@pfunk, you do realize you spent an awful lot of time on something you hate do you? Past week you made over 100 comments on Steemit, lets say its 1 minute each to write them (some 1 words some had more BS into it, but the same same) + you had to read all the comments + the post.. So lets say 5 - 6 hours THE LEAST. If I was SOOO unhappy about a place, I wouldn't spend a day a week on it. YOLO boy. Go find a hobby that makes you happy and get from that screen, its tragic to watch and wish you all the best. You need it.