It was a cold night..

This poem is written by my LOST Best friend when we were in highschool.
We were on the verge of breaking off the thing because of so many misunderstandings.
This,he wrote,one day when we went home after so many fights.
Every line reminds me of that day.
He showed me the poem the next day after writing it,and I felt so happy.

Today I realised what he actually wanted to say.

It was a cold night
She was by my side,
She was mad at me
She was mad with all fights
She was quiet ,hurt
She wanted all the explanation.

I was confused what to do
& I needed some medication,
Coz I was hurt as much as she was
with all those situation.

Then i starred her for a while
saw her eyes full of tears,
It made me even mad
filled me full of fear,

Fear of losing her away
which i never dreamt of.

So i decided to clear everthng & get rid off
Rid of the pain
which was hurting both me & her.

The conversation started
I thought m almost there
But it wasnt enough
As she was going mad again and again
I was broken,hurt,my efforts
were going in vain.

I started crying too..
Hoping for some miracle to change
Change this equation
that was happening between me nd her.

That was a moment i realised
Maybe I will lose her ,
And I knew m nothing without her
I dint wanted her to go ,

At that moment
I wished
I could have hugged her tight
& let her know
How much i love her
not just that day but forever.

Then i gave a thought
Does she feels the same about me?
I decided to stop then
& hide my feelings for her

*At the end things went good
We both had smile on our faces,
But something was troubling me
Coz I wished
She knew what I wanted to say *

While we wer going home,
I just wished i ll never hurt her
Today i realised this is not possble

But that was the day when my ❤️ fell for her.