It Hurts Loving You

Have hate you before but am hating you more this night
I know have hurt you and am hurting you now but please don't reward me for my mistakes.
I wish this night never comes
I wish I never met you in my dreams before seeing you real
I wish I never had to say "Hi" when I saw you
I which you never smiled at me when you saw me
Now my "Hi" bought me love that cost me heartache
Am hating you with passion
You've hurt my soul
Left my heart fragile
My spirit have you cast in hell on earth
Where should I start from
Help me out Dear Lord if you're watching
I've humbled myself to be led by love
And rewarded with great heartache.