Write from your heart

I've just been adviced about writting from my heart, I truly know what does it mean since I used to do that decades ago. Not sure if I can do it again, like chinese translation for this feeling is like "I loose heart" hope you understand. Let's have a try.

Have you ever feel once you are grown and onto several relationships, like given your very first kiss? like the first time you really touch one and feel that desire not only physical but of her soul?

I still have memories of our short and amazing adventure, she is, and just she is. I only can say that was like the first time of everything, and I don't care about what the rest of the world might say, she is the first. I've met her at my 37's I really can't believe this.

It was like the perfect match for me, in every single moment, she raised me up from somewhere back to life, at the beginning I wasn't able to believe, but later breathing again openned myself to her, the one most confused, affraid and struggling creature I've ever met. She hides tears, love and concern into a maginal smile, but I can see her soul and I loved her too much.

Time has passed, sadly seems where meant to be together... but maybe...

I only know that I can give life for her anytime, but now that seems so incorrect.

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