My thoughts and prayers continue for you and your son my dear brother. Your son is a spiritual warrior, here to teach us all some very important lessons. Don't ever silence his sacrifice. He speaks through you and you have been a vocal spiritual warrior on his behalf. You give him a voice in a world that is deaf. We all will stand to give our youth a voice as they speak through their actions. May Creator help us all find a way through all this evil so that we can find peace within and manifest that into this world.