The shere honesty about your seeming plight...it brings me back to the days when I went Raw for one year
and fixed raw sushi, for a raw dinner for new years...it was cold, me and my partner looked at the raw cold sushi and both said fuck it...and ran out and had a campesi deep dish pizza, with cold Italian beer...that ended the duality dance about the forever cleansing techniques and became Fun Foodists
which is... unrule #1...must be delicious #2 could be very nutritious, #3 and learn to transmute the rest...

So we award you the Fun Foodist award for the most revealing vid on steemit, that shows the power of ones anarchic tastes buds, overriding the parts of your centralized conditioning
Hands down....your clean in your mind of any guilt that you made up in this giant dream we are all in....
What a beautiful post.;))