What my loved one hates me for commuting suicide?

I got this question in my mail but I don't want to revel name.

Hi Anonymous.

I don't know who you are or anything about your close ones. I don't know why you're contemplating suicide either.

I only know one thing from all the information you've provided: there are people in this would who love you and whom you love too because what they think about you obviously affects you even after the hypothetical situation of you ceasing to exist.

Is that not enough reason to hold on? You must be suffering from some problem but think about those who have no one to live for. Think about a world where not you, but they don't exist. No one to wish you on your birthday, no one to care for you when you succeed. Even if you have one person who cares about you, you still have a lot more than a huge chunk of others who didn't give up. Loneliness is the worst form of depression. And you're not lonely and as of now, neither are your close ones unless you decide to act on your thoughts.

We get one life, and there are times of unhappiness we go through. Everyone does. Yet when someone hugs you, for that micro second of happiness, have you ever asked why me? We get our share of sadness and forget to question our share of happiness. For those moments of true elation, be it in the form of a hug or a delicious meal, hold on because you owe life a chance. You owe yourself a chance. But more importantly you owe your loved ones a chance. They don't deserve a fate/grief worse than yours. You can turn the situation around by talking to people, seeking professional help and looking for people with similar sufferings. But they wouldn't ever be able to fill the void you'd leave behind and for that, yes they'd hate. Hate themselves for having loved you so much.

So please don't go ahead. It's not worth the price.