Thanks for writing this precious article, it resonates with me very much and for me you communicating in this way doesn't feel like from outside but more like some inner clarity becoming apparent. I have fear of what lies ahead of me in my life. Some real change needs to and will happen. Things are falling apart, a process of destruction, it is scary. I just wish it will eventually lead to a more wholesome structured life, being closer to the place where and what I should be. Thank you.