I am so sorry to hear that. I know how hearing that must be so empty- it doesn't do anything to fix the heartbreak but I truly hurt for your loss. I don't pretend to think there is anything I can do to take any amount of that pain away but perhaps a good friend with similar interests wouldn't hurt to have around? I'll be here trying to spread smiles and inspiration to make the darkest days that much easier.
<3 Sending love to you new friend,
XO