Natures medication such as Ayahuasca, marijuana, psilocybin mushrooms have been known to greatly help with PTSD and many other problems. I was treated for chronic pain at a national hospital using Ketamine and the side effect were helpful and unexpected. It has changed my outlook on life and I would recommend trying natures medicine first before going through months or years of talk therapy or suicide. A good place to start may be Maps.org Said with much love.