My Breathlessness Is Profound Today And It Is Difficult To Breathe And It Affects My Sleep

I am not sweating much lately because of the fairer weather so every drop of water and food's moisture content counts. So it makes my breathing very poor and it affects my sleeping. But I can sleep nonetheless but for a while and then waking up catching my breath.

That also affects my dream as I would get like I am terrified in my dream running and being chased by something. It is actually a nightmare that I am having. I don't know if that is still healthy for my brain but nobody likes nightmares. Now I have to battle through a little more than one day to have my dialysis again.

Now even though I had slept a little I am still weak as if I didn't get some sleep at all. I bet that my blood pressure is very high like before I had my dialysis as it is now shooting up to 180 and the nurses are still not alreted about it. I will not be so surprised one day that I am no longer here because I am already passed-away because of these obvious reasons.