Dear Diary: It Is Just Painful To Sleep On My Side Now

I might have to learn how to sleep on my back now because sleeping on my side have gone painful already.

I was suspecting some further degredation to my backbone and this despite of my full efforts to combat it with expensive medicines and strict dieting.

I am now just relying on the mercy of God on my soul and the story of my fate if what would become of me.

I jist wished that I was never born because I do not want to live this way like being consumed from within and suffering everyday both mentally and physically. Now it will take short of a miracle for any change to happen in my life