Dear Diary: It Is Forecasted That The Heat Index Temperature Brought By The Hot Weather Tomorrow Will Be Fever-like

Yes I wanted it to be hotter as a dialysis patient who is always wanting to have a refreshing drink because we are restricted with our diet and fluid intake. I am not restricting my food intake though because I am so thinned-out already and is struggling to gain some weight as I look like a light breeze of air will sweep me away.

I do not know what is the cause of my weight loss, it just dropped as my height also decreased due to my bones de-mineralizing also due to my hyperparathyroidism which I am fervently and religiously medicating with a nauseating drug that in turn gives me some awful side-effects. But if I have the chance and the appetite to eat then I eat with my heart's out because of the said reasons.

With a hotter climate I would tend to perspire more and it makes me have the divine opportunity to drink fluids. But I just drink only whenever I am thirsty but a few years ago I was practicing not to drink even after I ate, it is because I have a low blood sodium content due to my strict diet and the type of dialysis that I am getting.

I would see in the future that I might get forced to have a three times weekly dialysis due to the coming wet weather which will make me perspire less. God forbid the flooding in our house too because I cannot easily use the toilet now without assistance from my parents with an aid of a wheelchair.