Dear Diary: I'm Getting Ready To Go Finally For My Dialysis

In about an hour from now I will be heading for my bi-weekly dialysis which I wished to be an everyday event in my prodigal life but that will not happen unless some King over some Monarchy would adopt me as their Son. Well that is a dream that has no possibility even in my dreams but by some miraculous turn of events if the government health insurance would put a more dialysis allocation in my health insurance plan then I would get as happy as a puppy.

I am still thinking if I would be taking a bath since I had taken my bath yesterday. It is because I just coincide my bathing/showering with my toilet use. So the issue is that I am not yet having an urge to use the toilet so in that case I will not shower.

Anyway relief st last God-willing after the dialysis cleaned my system and what excites me is that I can be able to eat heartily again considering that what I eat is just a very simple meal of fried meat with gravy. It is not really a delicious meal but it is just the cleaning action of the dialysis machine returns my appetite the moment I felt that my system got cleaned substantially.

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I Will Be Mr. Clean In A Few Hours

Almost any food tastes great during dialysis so that is what I am anticipating and waiting for, it makes dialysis a very exciting event but also worrisome when it turns my high blood pressure upside-down to shock levels. So I would go in the center with 160 BP and during dialysis the thing will crash to 80 or below that even.

I can never endure a very low blood pressure so I would either ask for my blood to be returned or let the nurses decide if their mitigation about it didn't work. That is what I am fearing because if they return my blood and terminated the session I will not get the full cleaning of dialysis session considering that dialysis here in my country has a mediocre quality.

Again I am just happy that once again I will get a relief, this is just a literal making ends meet for a needed relief from being so breathless caused by being so waterlogged and a relief from accumulated toxins in my body. It is just a glorious feeling being newly cleaned via hemodialysis. Thanks be to God.

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Yes And I Will Have To Wring It Too