I had been writing nonstop from June of 2017th and it is indeed a very fulfilling work to do because of the entertainment, friendships, love care, fun, drama, etc that happened and I witnessed in this blockchain already. If I am not sleeping or watching movies and such I am here blogging away (or steeming away) just because I want to use my time in a very productive way.
It pays indeed although not much but I am sure that this blogging-investing thing will pay in the future because of the steem platform which has a very diverse use case with regards to dapps. So it makes a kind of excitement in my boring and dull life to be able to not only blog but to see the value of steem go up today and in the future.
It is sometimes funny when I do not feel good I would still write and tell the world what is in my mind at that moment. There was a time where I felt my heart seems to be failing, maybe from what I ate or drank last, last year. But I am glad (or maybe not) that I am alive today and pushing blogs as much as I can.
I do have a goal to keep that is why I am saving as much steem as I can because I believe that this platform will thrive and get diverse in applications on top of it in the future and actually happening right now. We just have to wait and see and probably some of us won't witness it like me but at least I had been part of steem that saved my life from which I am always thankful with all my heart.
I must say that I do love blogging, it had been like a normal thing to do unlike others who just can't compose a simple micro-blog considering it is just easy to write your thoughts. had I been an artistic or skillful person or without much disability I might have contributed more in this community because I do have a lot of passions in life which I could not do because of my infirmities.
But blogging is all I can do right now and thank God that I am still able to do this kind of work. My proponent is my medical condition as I have to feed its hunger and I hope to satiate it lest I will get consumed with its insatiable appetite of expense and misery. May God help me.