Not a problem. Yeah it is funny, I guess it's like gallows humour, you know when you are in there it's going to be hell so you might as well be a bit light hearted about it when you have your objective, rational mind to hand. Sometimes it feels like there are two mes fighting it out, because all the bad talk is still in my voice but not 'me'. This is how I tried to convey that: https://steemit.com/life/@countofdelphi/my-malevolent-friend-an-original-poem, it would be great to get your thoughts, if you have the time. Anyways cheers for conveying it all so eloquently.