Boobs

I was 14 years old and I still remember checking my friends bra’s and boobs with sad eyes since I was flat as a pancake. I was so jealous! Why do they have big boobs but I don’t? I was at least 10cm taller than them, had bigger hips too. But my friends were a bit luckier, I could see how the boys from school would stare at them. I wanted boobs so bad.

One day I told another not boob’ed friend that I hated not having big breast, I was 14 and already under the pressure of being perfect. This friend told me her granny told her a spell that would make her breast big. I immediately asked for the secret as she told me.

“Drink water from a ladle every night before going to bed. It will make your boobs big. I already feel mine growing”.

I couldn’t believe it was that simple. That day I went home and grabbed a ladle from a drawer and when nobody was around, I filled with water and drank a couple of times. I repeated it for a few of times that month. I was so anxious for big boobs and so sure this was about to happen.

Months later, perhaps one year later, I realized my boobs were definitely bigger. I remember some comments from friends about it, but I can’t say it was the ladle, quite sure it was just my hormones, since I was in the eye of puberty. Of course I couldn’t care less, I had what I wanted and that’s just fine.

What I didn’t wish was to have them on endless growing. By age 20 they were already so big and heavy, but still firm and sexy. I always hearing compliments, when many friends were implanting silicone. Not bad, I was for the first time the lucky one. Yaaasss!

When I was around 25 I noticed my boobs were still getting big, in ten years it changed so bad I was wearing numbers and numbers ahead my teen breast. My friends from that time also have bigger boobs, but mine are not only enormous, they are freaking heavy. What I didn’t know at 15 is that with big boobs we also get backache. At work it can be annoying since I’m a baby nanny. At my class it’s horrible, sitting for hours with these two hanging on me. From a dream, it turned into a nightmare.

Months ago I joined the gym and I was positive that some workout would help me sustain them without pain. But no, it’s still exhausting. Damn that ladle. Truth is, I can’t blame it, it was just my body growing, right?

Today I’m here once again, staring at my friends breasts and wondering how wonderful must be wear a dress without bra’s, or not carrying kilos of boobs on you. Is there any magic potion to get small boobs? I want mine back.

When in my period they are so sensitive that showering them hurts. My back hurts triple, to the point I need to use a lot of balm or lay down in the floor to relief it.

So I decided that in 2017 I will reduce them. I’ve been wishing this for few years, but now I will start to plan, I have my friends and family support, so it’s about time to make it happen. 

I want it more than ever, more than when I was teenager, it may be nice to look at, but not to carry, which means being painless is better than being anything else. 

My insurance my cover it, but I can’t work a couple of months. Since I don’t have a job contract, I might save everything I can for my three month recovering, and that also includes what I might make on Steemit.

While writing, my back aches so bad, so this is where this new adventure starts, not more ladles, and no more pain! 

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Regards,

B