wow thanks for your response, some stuff there definitely makes sense, let say money is an issue and at †he moment i dont have much of it!

no one close to me physically died when i was younger but ive had quite intense friends only to see them suddenly end or just fade out. or i dramatically change and cut people off, im also a scorpio ascendant but taurus sun so its an axis. im not sure if ill be a teacher on sexuality >< of recent i have not felt sexual at all, despite this ive had alot of experience and been pretty loose in the past. now in a faze of focusing more inward and connecting to people energies