My stress reliever is wearing my uniform

Yes, you read it right, wearing my uniform is my stress reliever and wearing my uniform is like a heaven. I am already 22 yrs old yet I still did not graduate because of on and off. Yes, on and off because if we got savings then I will continue, if my mother doesn't have a work then I stop, since I don't have a father. Also, my sister is the first one to go, sad to say after the graduation of my sister she also got married. When my sister got married, I decided to continue my studies and I told my mom that I'm going to work while studying. Then my mother said go on, I will be at your back and I will also pursue myself to help you. But there are times that my mother got sick, Again, I feel likes hell and asked God, if he dosn't like to grant my wish? Just finishing my degree? Until I meet steemit. And always got a chance to continue because I am now a steemian.

I asked God to please let me wear the black uniform and march on the stage and I promise to always follow his command. That's why as of now, I am so much happy cause I feel that I don't no longer stop. One year more, Lord God just one year more. Wearing my school uniform is like I am secure always. It is really different when you are graduate or degree holder than nothing, because when you are a degree holder you have a chance to get a decent job, especially nowadays that most companies ask if you are graduate or not. That's why I really want to graduate, for the sake of myself and most especially for the sake of my mother because she's getting older and have something feels on her body.