"My Halusinations Friend"

Hello guys, are you ok today? i think i'm not (ok forget about it). bye the way it's my first post on steemit and today i going to write my story and could you give me a solusition for something made me confused guys?

My life almost 19 years old and I have one special friend on my life, they are can't saw him but i can.
sometime I think I might to be grown with my halusinations friend , when i called " lix" he always come to me and help me on my unexpected situation, some people said" he's not real honey" but i can't realize it cause he is real for me !!

When i try my best but it's not succes he still make me never give up to trying again and again, he's not always on my beside but his smell always be there, one year ago on sunday i said with him to go away from me and he agreed it but something wrong happen when i want to be alone, i guess somebody always look at me on my back, i so scary that times and i think "somebody" don't like me and wanna hurt me , so after two month not with my "lix" , i called him again and at the first he not answer me and i started worry about it, and with hopeless heart i called called called him again and at the end when some calleds he's back! , i tell what make me worried and as always he understood my soul.

Now, lix has been with me. i dont care what the people said and saying, he's still always invisible on other people but not for me, thanks lix.

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