I totaly get you, and it crossed my mind several times too if it is worth the effort. It can get very frustrating trying to drive gridcoin development forward. At times it feels like constantly working against a resistive force. But I can still only imagine how you feel @ravonn, since you are currently by far the most active in getting new releases out and are very present in the community. For now I will continue to contribute but I will definitley rethink my involvement in the future.
If the community keeps going on like this, I can definitley see it forking.