@javybar self esteem is paramount to begin to love yourself and for that you have to make correct decisions

Think of the many correct decisions you have made throughout your life. Do not let yourself be overwhelmed by your mistakes. Congratulate yourself for all your successes and achievements. The simple fact of staying alive one more day means that you have made many more decisions with good judgment, than the mistakes you have made.

Also, remember that mistakes are essential for learning. Give yourself the opportunity to make mistakes from time to time, because thanks to your mistakes, you have achieved many successes.

You make many more good decisions than bad ones, and every mistake is an opportunity to learn.